Breakdown last night :)

I had a meltdown last night. It was actually my fist in 13 months. I knew it would eventually happen. I got on Facebook and saw two pregnancy announcements. One of which just had a baby about 8 months ago and found out yesterday the sex of the baby. DH didn't know what to think when I burst into tears. AF showed about 45 minutes later so I'm blaming everything on her :) I feel better emotionally now. I ordered the Fertility Companion yesterday and am really looking forward to that getting here. I'm exhausted right now though. My cramps kicked in about 2 this morning. I got up and got my heating pad. Waited a while took a Lortab left over from the surgery. 45 minutes later I was still dying so I took 3 Ibuprofen then went and sat in the shower for about 45 minutes. They finally died down enough to sleep about 5 or 5:30. It was the wost my cramps have been in about 8 months. I guess it was just cause it was so soon after the surgery and my body is still recovering from that.

I went to the doc yesterday because I've been feeling so crappy. She did a blood pregnancy test, CBC, and checked my electrolytes. Everything was normal. Apparently I just caught a virus from the hospital. Fever, throat huts, nose driving me nuts, and fluid on my ears. I thought my tubes were still there. They are but not in place anymore. They were 3 weeks ago. It sucks that they've been out less than a month and there's already fluid on them!!

We went and helped my dad clean up my grandparents house some more today. (She passed away unexpectedly 5 weeks ago and my grandfather is in the nursing home) I got some more books, some gnomes to put in my garden, two pretty pearl necklaces (they're fake but pretty), and some really pretty crystal glasses (also fake). I love having all of this stuff from my grandmother. It's something I'll be able to pass to my children, and hopefully will be passed to my grandchildren.