Beginnings

I've never done a blog before but I figured it might help me get my mind on straight :) It's been a long road so far and only promises to get even longer. I was diagnosed with endometriosis at 20 after several different doctors and several incorrect diagnosis. I've done the birth control, the Lupron, and the surgeries. I had my third one this past Monday. I was conditionally diagnosed with PCOS in October and it was confirmed in the last lap. We've been TTC for 13 cycles now and it doesn't get any easier. They say things get easier with time, but trust me, infertility doesn't. I have my post-op appointment on March 9th. Hopefully my OBGYN will go ahead and give me Met and Clomid. I feel like I just don't have the time to wait 2 or 3 months until I can get in with a RE to start the medically assisted part. I'm not getting any younger!!! I'm feeling positive about my chances now, I just hope that feeling doesn't go away. When I was younger I was positive I didn't want children ever...I felt that way up until about 3 years ago and now I cannot understand why I ever felt that way.