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Today was plug ovulation day into due date calculator day. Depending on if I ovulate today -15 I get a due date of December 1-6. That's an amazingly special time period for me and would love to have a baby during that time frame. When I was younger, starting in high school, I dated a guy off and on from the time i was 16 until I was 20. He was my first love and a part of me will always love him. I love my husband with all my heart and would never change that for anything but you know how first loves are. He was killed in a car accident in January of 2004. His birthday is December 6th. It would just be an awesome way to remember him. Of course that's not the only reason that time frame would be great. It would mean this is the month, no more trying and feeling defeated month after month.

I did manage to get hubby to BD yesterday. He was tired but I was persuasive :) I left work early yesterday because I didn't feel too great and we are so slow that I've been sitting there for days literally doing nothing so I figured what's the point in staying. Anyway, I got home about 1 and DH called around 2 and was getting off early, which is amazing in the military. I took this as a sign and was not going to let the day go by without it happening. What are the chances that we would both be home early like that? The OPK was positive again this A.M. I'm going to test again in about an hour/ hour and a half and see if the surge is still there. If so I'm going to try and jump DH again. Probably won't happen because I'm home sick again and he "doesn't want to get sick". If not it will happen again tomorrow!! I just don't want to miss this time, knowing that I'm ovulating finally. I'm not letting myself think about the fact that on my monitored cycle I "ovulated" when in reality I didn't. I'm thinking positive!!!! And I just had a revelation. My doctor said that during my Clomid cycle next month he'd have me come in on CD 23 for blood work. I'm calling tomorrow to leave a message with his nurse to see if I can to that this month so I'll KNOW if I ovulated and won't all anxious about the TWW.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!